Patience is part of it but missing my daughter is the bigger part. I want to see her every day. Getting frustrated difficult to be patient. W saying things like oh we will get a drink when youre done being so busy working. Or mentioning I want to go on a date... then the other side of the coin - anxiety around daughter- cant turn it off. I want to get to the place where we are working on the relationship. We went from a half million dollar house- her dream home to being in 2 bedroom condos or townhouses. Sometimes Im just like what are we doing. I should just be done and move on why am I waiting around for her. Then I think of our family together and happy its like a dream... torn... frustrated and lonely are kind of the usual feelings.


H: 33 W:32
M: 5 T: 8
D: 4
BD: 6/2017
MO: 6/2017
House sold: 6/28/18
W wants to build friendship / relationship- 9/18
Paying $ support since 7/18.
Physical Reconnect- 10/18
W Starts- IC / MC - 10/18