I guess i kinda just hoped that all of these instances of her getting more disorganized and erratic would mean there could be some form of unraveling or destabilization on her end of things, be it with her Mother, OM, her Job, or something.
The woman needs to see consequences from her actions, even if they aren't consequences for her actions against me.
I know that's not the most "Detached" thought process, and i honestly shouldn't be wasting my time thinking about those potential eventualities. It is still definitely a challenge that i have to consciously keep myself in check about, trying to analyze everything she does and doesn't do. --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
All that said, i will say the irony of a woman who felt the need to take out an RO against me is the one messaging me daily now... lol
M: 35, EX-W: 3, S:4 All Divorce Proceedings Complete - Oct 18 ----------------------------------------------------- 2nd EX - Was Engaged - Diagnosed BPD 2 Major breakups. 2 Rebounds