Advice on my Scenario Pt. 18 - Nunquam Iterum

[OrangeK]

I guess call me guilty of some minor mind reading attempts. Funny how one can attempt to mind read while activley trying not to mind read.

Honestly i think by asking that i was asking "What do these things mean?" "If WIFE is acting this why, what is going on on her end?"

Which are things i shouldn't be concerning myself with, and when i asked, i didnt have these in the front of my mind.
Literally subconsciously working against myself. At least im recognizing that now instead of denying it and arguing with people i guess. Progress?

They say DBing is for YOU not the WS, but the DBer also has to fight against being his/her own worst enemy.

Its amazing how LITTLE of a thing can cause a trigger, im just so glad i can mitigate the triggered responses now.

The picture of S3 WIFE sent this morning from the room at her mothers house had her left hand in the photo.
Just seeing her hand made me think of 1000 things.
"Thats where her ring should be"
"how many times did i hold that hand?"
"this was the hand that held me, and fed our child"

Thankfully, today, these were merely thoughts, not a flood of varying emotions.