Thanks man. It has been a difficult day, me full of rage.
My thoughts have been along the lines of :
So she went out drinking until 5am and probably taking narcs too, for four days in a row before disappearing to a hotel to have four days of panic attacks and rather than take ownership of the fact that those were her actions alone, she has decided to shift the blame all on to me and go for D.
I have been fuming all day and that has not meant I have been able to be patient with any of my four sons.
I hope tomorrow is a better day.


Me:48 W:43, Kids:S19, S17, S10, S8
M:10 years
BD:06-18-2018