Do yourself a favor- Continue to love him but love him at a distance. My suggestion is not date- no need to add another person in your life when your head space and heart space are in a state of turmoil. Take that time to find the real YOU! Find out what makes your heart and soul dance again !
M51 w50 T-20Yrs M-16Yrs S15- mad at W for not trying and giving up 1 Awesum dog BD 10/31/17 separate rooms 02/08/18 wife moved out 05/17/18