That's the thing arsh18, this week I feel different. After that weird sumituation with his sister in law last week, I felt differently. He seems to be very content. I'm happy for that. I don't want him to come back to just for me, that's selfish. But reality is, I really do not think I'm a thought in his mind other than being his child's mother. It's also been three months. I don't think that he can go without sex this long.

I love him very much but I feel that it is over and I need to let it go.