My focus and efforts are squarely on me and S. I have many days where I still reminisce the wonderful times and often long for the closeness and affection. That is the days I rely on my faith. That is when I simply look up - and talk and pray and KNOW that thru God ALL things are possible. In regards to my outlook - I come here and sometimes feel challenged- wondering often if I am doing the right thing. This place gives a place to unload and to analyze any comment or feedback given. It gives gives me comfort to know that their are people who are undergoing the same sitch (some far worse than mine) yet these individuals still come and RISE and exceed all expectations. My hope is for one day that my family will be restored in a more solidified version 2.0. That with the proper maintenance and care will survive the test of time. As I wish for all marriages. Our focus now is to redefine who we are so that we are able to reach or exceed our full potential. Blessings on your journey!
I agree with Nicole, LW your attitude is positive and calm and you are always encouraging to others. Standing up for your family takes a very strong individual with values and belief system that are well grounded. I have felt your WW is already a fool for not seeing this in you, you have what it takes to keep the fight going. So keep on fighting for your MR not fighting the WW on her tantrums.
