You are feeling this now, tomorrow you may be feeling you have all the strength to keep on going since what you had is worth saving. Be patient, this is the worst pain ever hands down. One hour at a time on days when one day at a time is impossible. Expect oscillating between feeling ok to miserable, feeling fine will not come for a long time. Standing up for the R is the choice we make as LBS, hope you feel better. - arshi
