Finally, five days after she said she filed for D, after a long bike ride and also reading over half of the DB book, I feel slightly better and less bereft.
I actually heard that W hasn t signed the D petition but is preparing to do so, which slightly softens the blow.
We have a family holiday booked abroad for the end of July and W is still in the hospital for her fourth week, still having even worse panic attacks too.
I imagine she has no intention of considering us all going away for the holiday and equally am concerned about her taking s10 and s8 away on her own to a remote place if she has panic attacks there, my two kids aren t going to be able to help her in anyway.
It may well be that she brings a friend instead
The journey continues

Last edited by Cadet; 07/11/18 04:30 AM. Reason: restored post

Me:48 W:43, Kids:S19, S17, S10, S8
M:10 years
BD:06-18-2018