Patience & DB / Detach or Divorce

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Seeing her there is really nothing positive I always leave feeling down. She does not show any emotion or excitement or anything.
So then I have to hold back when I want to compliment or express anything - good to see you. Etc. maybe I just need to step back more.
Stop thinking of including her in plans or assuming she wants what I have wanted for a year. She really does not even say much nice. JUSt talks about herself how she is excited To get dinner and a marg with her friend. How tired she is etc. No asking how I am or anything. Got to just consider her a WAW and not think of her as the caring deep person I married. She did make me a a great plate of food. But it is like she has an emotional block or just such thick walls up.

Frustrating wish it would change change. Patience. More GAl more detach less available.

Thanks all for the support. I have found it better to post here rather Than talk to fam or friends who just tell me to move on or go out and a see what ia out there and have fun And no way do not go back to her etc.

Feeling kind of sad. That is not how I should feel after seeing a womans I want to be with and my daughters. Back to work on the computer most of the night