So I called to have the vet come out to euthanize our dog tomorrow. The saddest phone call I've ever made. I cried afterward for the first time in like 40 years. Even losing my father last November didn't bring a tear.
A lot has built up and I guess I was due.

So something my W said during our discussion last night has stuck with me. She said, "I definitely don't feel cared for".

Not sure what to do with that but since I'm to really listen to what W is saying.
Any insight is appreciated.

M 53 W 54, M since 98
D15, D19
8/2013 discovered EA, W maintained contact with OM
until 10/14
7/2/17 W said she wanted S, 7/25/17 moved out of MBR
12/17 W says moving out 5/18, W still in home.