I stayed home from work today. My head has been hurting so bad lately and it started again when I was getting ready for work. I just couldn't do it. I think I needed the rest. I literally slept all day.

I was getting phones call. At one time it woke me up and I looked at call log. I had somehow dialed him. Not sure if it was the pillow. But I think he had picked up. I texted him a quick I'm sorry and he responded "you aren't at work?" I just responded with a "no". He said "o ok". And that was it.

I prolly shouldn't have texted but whatever I guess.

I really miss him. I just wish I knew if he really had any intention of coming back. I really just want this to be over with.