What is YOUR heart telling you? Listen to it carefully. I would personally suggest patience, but only you can answer the question of if you will be able to get past the A if she does actually decide she wants to see if a new relationship can be had between the two of you. You sound a little torn yourself. You have to give yourself time to reflect more as well if you are indeed torn, and for that you again would need to be patient.
But, if you can look within yourself and see what YOU want clearly, then you have your answer already.
M: 40 W: 37 T: 20 MR: 13 S13, S9, S4 BD: 1/29/18 Sep: 4/23/18 (I moved out) 8/24/18 I come home, she moves out
If you want to get out of the hole, drop the shovel.
