MY TRAGIC WAW STORY PART X

[ItHurts]

Hi everyone,
Well I guess this might have more to do with me than WAW. Perhaps I myself am not even sure I want to be committed to anyone again at the moment. That's why I am just fine letting things roll however they roll.
I also must admit that I don't think WAW wants to be more than friends. I have gotten absolutely nothing from her since we've reconnected to suggest to me that she has any romantic feelings for me at all. That makes me lose motivation and look elsewhere to other women. I guess I have too much pride or whatever but I just don't believe in wastifn my time with womennwho don't appreciate my awesomeness. This includes WAW. This site, the book, etc had made me into a man who I guess you could say is totally happy by myself if need be. I love myself again because of this site and the book. So I guess that's it in a nutshell. Basically I've lost a bit of interest in WAW because I no longer believe we have a chsnce to R. I feel like I would know by now if we did. A few weeks ago I had some hope...but I just don't anymore and now I don't even know what I want. When I sense there's no interest coming from a woman I just move on and she drops down on my totem pole of interest. I think this has happened with WAW. I don't believe in my heart we will ever have a chance to be together again romantically...and because of that I think I've lost interest. I would have known by now of WAW was even thinking of R...and there's been nothing at all that I've seen to suggest that's the case. So I'm losing interest in her and really just am indifferent to it all now. I don't know how else to describe it. I need to see a potential payoff in anything I devote my time to and with WAW it seems there will never be a payoff. So I'm keeping my options open, and will stay friends with her until I'm involved with someone else. I'm just fine letting this play out at this point.