You are killing me! Haha. I say this light heartedly. I really get thrown when you talk about dating other women. I understand it, in a way bc when I get mad I say the same. But I quickly take that back. I'm not sure if you really understand how bad that could go for you. If I were your wife, and I found out, I would be completely devastated. That's just me though. I think I read that she had an affair last year? I'll wait for your answer before I comment.
I don't get how one night you are wondering if you should respond to her good night text, yet the next day are telling us you would like to date a better suited woman. I feel like you really should decide what you want.