Just trying to GAL. Been working out some. Trying to not loose anymore weight. Down to 165 from 190 so really that was kinda cool. Needed that gone. I meal replacements most of the time.
Been working on validating. Get positive vibes from her when I do. It just all feels like I'm doing it for nothing. But if I can learn it well it will help in other aspects of my life as well.
I have decided to take the kids to Florida for a weekend at the end of the month Be good for us, especially cause S6 starts school soon. S2 haven't been yet.
I know she's enjoying her life now, always getting to go places with friends, and hang out all the time without the wife aspect. She has to much help, don't think she will ever hit bottom enough to want me back. I just wish that their was a magic bullet.
