I took a nap, in effort to not stay focused on it. Didn't work. From the moment I woke up it's all I think about. It's crazy how something so silly can seem so big at the moment. I'm on edge and want to do bad to reach out but I keep telling myself "No!" Another few days will not hurt.
It's crazy how I can go from confident to insecure in moments. Feeling completely defeated and unwanted bc he didn't reach out. I just don't know why he does this.
