Joseph, yes I will continue to prepare assuming D will happen. I take solace in that this was her decision. I have tried to improve myself since we split by accepting things I could have done better and ways I can improve. It is terribly sad that she says she has done the same things, but instead of us trying to use that new knowledge for R, she just wants to throw it all away. My IC does not believe she really has grown since S though. Anyway this decision is her's alone. I have done and will always do what I can to save us. I do not know how with us having a young D, W can simply walk away and do nothing, but as of today that is what she is going to do.
