Been feeling kind of down today, and I know why. Tomorrow will be our 10 year anniversary. Kind of hard to not think about. Just gonna do my best to keep busy and not dwell on it. Taking the kids to church in the morning and then to have lunch with my parents at their parish's church picnic. Play some games with the kids and win some trinkets and prizes. Then we were invited to go to my friend's son's birthday party that evening. So I will have plenty to do to keep busy. It still [censored] though. A day that used to be so special is now just flat out depressing and meaningless...
Me: 38 W:31 Kids: S16(mine from previous R), D10, S9, S4 M: 10 years T:12 years BD:Jan 3, 2018 W moved out: Apr 13,2018 Filed for D: Jun 2018 D final: Sep 2019