Find a way to feed the good wolf and let go of that anger towards your W. I watched alot of youtube videos on how to live an optimistic life and dwell in positivity no matter how my life and day is going, it helped a lot.
Any link you could share for that? Sounds good to me.
Just type in how to feed the good wolf.
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!