Another thing from last night. She asks me if intend going out on sat, i say no, she says she will go out. I said, no problem, i enjoy spending time with the kids. She went off on one about, what did i mean about that. I can she what she was thinking, but i didnt mean it like that.
So ive been out for a walk with s10. Come home and she comes out and wants to talk about stuff again, i stayed calm and so did she, but she did put a few daggers in by back and tried to bilittle me about my cooking skills. So i walked away. I then came back and she was saying that she despises me at the moment and that if she told me why, i would not understand or wouldnt get it.
She says whenbshe moves out, she wants us to have as little contact with each other due to the toxic atmosphere we currently have. Then she also spouts out that she doesnt know this person anymore, these would be my 180's, she has stated this before.
But she really doesnt like me at the moment, she thinks im keeping the house and most of the stuff in it because the kids will want to stay with me more. I also tolc her to keep the money from the previous conversation as i did not want to take money from tyhe kids.
I just listened and validated this time, no arguments. But she kept saying, im not arguing about this, when i was responding to her questions.
Currently feel like i dont want this woman in my life anymore. I know this will change and i may cycle through these emotions.
She is gone out again to look out houses, she trying to play games with the kids as she is looking at houses that have pools. I cannot compete with a house with a pool compared to the MR house i currently live in. But im hoping the kids will want to stay with both of us.
