Just a Vanilla change 38

[Vanilla]

I was thinking about the higher power and how connection comes and goes. It fascinates me and also distressed me.

So who is the "me" in this?

It certainly isn't my concious mind, my cerebral cortex. It's not the monkey chatter brain, nor is the emotional physical state which is transitory.

So who is me? Is it the critical voice in my brain that sounds like the G?

I think the "me" is the observer, the quizzical curious part of my being that just watches and listens. When I cease to observe that's when I lose connection with my higher power.

This is life changing as a thought.

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