You have no idea really why your ex did what he did. You may think it's because there was lack of love he left. That may or may not be true.
He probably has scrambled eggs for brains anyway, so even he won't know his own mind.
Please stop mind reading it will mean over thinking, and even if he told you that's what it was doesn't make it so.
There is also the thought, he left because he didn't love me and that's because I am not loveable enough for him. He is a pea brain and treated you badly, his opinion doesn't count.
What counts is your opinion of you.
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Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
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Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.