FaceMan, as hard as it is, i bite the bullet and tried all I could to get the life back; the life without husband. I'm standing and show him my love could be and will be unconditionally. Most difficult thing was how he attacked me with the evil words and denial of the wonderful history we had.
It is very hard and what you're feeling is normal, the doubt and the pain you had, I pray that you will have enough strength and you will survive and become stronger !
I really like the word from this forum - love your spouse from distance (when she/he is in midlife crisis)
This is a very good place to learn knowledge, the knowledge that will help you the most !
