Thanks Ste7e. It definitely felt cathartic.

Today was a rougher day probably because I didnt sleep as well. Lots of memories and flashbacks popping up in my head. Plus I was leaving the relative safety and comfort of Seattle where I had two very close friends for the next stop. My mind didnt really settle until I got to a climbing gym in Portland and got to work climbing. It is a strange form of exercise, but mentally it is great as a challenge and a way to focus. It is complete mindfulness up on the wall.

It was once I had moved on and forgotten about my sitch that I unexpectedly got a text from the W - 2nd communication in 4 weeks - "I hope you are doing well." My thought is to respond tomorrow saying simply, "great, thanks" I figured I would reach out here first to take my 2x4s.


W 34 Me 42
Married 7 years together 8
0 kids 1 beloved dog
BD 4/6/2018
I moved out 4/7/2018
I moved back in alone 8/05/2018
I file 3/06/2019
D official 5/7/2019