I pushed myself through yesterday. It was a good day, and I'm glad I pushed myself.
On the emotional front. I feel numb and like I'm just going through the motions. As much hope as I have had the past month, I feel as though it is coming to an end. I'm not sure if that is me detaching or the lack of response from him. Maybe both. It's hard to keep hope when you never hear from the other person.