This is went impatience and pressure doesn't work. I am very sorry for you that this was the conclusion. I really think if you had stuck to DBing and given it more time even after the D, you had a chance at R. There was no need to rush and force her to choose right then. 99.9% of the sitches here would end like this if we all pressured our WAWs to choose before they were ready.

And maybe you are hotheaded. But you're definitely hard headed.

Am I understanding this last update right that you showed up at her plane again?

M(53), W(54),D(19)
M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017
Ring and Piecing since March 2018