The last couple days have been really hard
The reality of my situation has really hit me
And the idea of going home to nothing is crushing
I have nothing to lose at this point my ego is gone might as well just completely follow Sandis rules to a T moving forward they couldnt make anything worse
I know that I will be fine eitherway
Just very very very disappointed

Ironically in this process and time away I have become much for frustrated with future job options and career paths than anything to do with my WAW


M 40 W 34
Together 7 Married 2
No Kids
BD 1/18 need space
Moved out 2/18
ILYBNILWY & Asked for D 3/18
W filed for D 6/18
D final 10/18