The last couple days have been really hard The reality of my situation has really hit me And the idea of going home to nothing is crushing I have nothing to lose at this point my ego is gone might as well just completely follow Sandis rules to a T moving forward they couldnt make anything worse I know that I will be fine eitherway Just very very very disappointed
Ironically in this process and time away I have become much for frustrated with future job options and career paths than anything to do with my WAW
M 40 W 34 Together 7 Married 2 No Kids BD 1/18 need space Moved out 2/18 ILYBNILWY & Asked for D 3/18 W filed for D 6/18 D final 10/18