Sorry you guys, I will respond specifically tomorrow. I have been reading these old threads nonstop, I am in disbelief. I feel like im reading about someone else except I remember it all like it was yesterday! My H was horribly abusive to me and everyone tried to tell me that and I just wouldnt see it. Bc like V says once you know it you cant unknow it and I still wanted to be with him so I couldnt know it. I am an emotional wreck right now, reading this stuff has been so hard but I cant stop!
M: 43, H: 44 Married 18 yrs, Together 26 yrs S17, D15, D8, S6 Still living in MH
