I know V. I think im building up to that. I just wanted a family man so bad. I want a family so bad. I ignored qualities that i dont like for that security and potential.
I didnt have a family with ex and i just wanted one. Like my parents had. This guy seemed to want that too. And i figure thats half the battle. Finding someone that wants what i want. A lot of people dont.
But i cant handle the complaining and yelling and negativity regarding everything that annoys him. I dont want that.
