You are right. I guess she never loved me. And i am going to start the d process, but its going to take some time and some planning. The house burden is complicated because it was one of those toxic mtgs that we just recently modified.
But thats another reason why i feel the need to speak with her parents....i feel i owe them that much. I have no expectations for her or i as a result of conversation, other than her being really angry and potentially she walks away from everyone! Shes in limmereance big time!