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Andrew

I am not avoiding answering you. I just wanted to observe what was triggering the vomiting. And frankly I don't know.

I wondered if it was my body trying to encourage my weight loss as it doesn't happen if I don't eat in the morning. That's what I am doing now, fasting.

My vitamin and mineral tablets do this too sometimes, which makes no sense. As that seems like sabotage.

I used to vomit after I had been in the G car and he was driving, and before work. That was anxiety.

It's baffling. Maybe it's the thought of dealing with open sore points. Unsure.

I have stopped asking why and instead am asking what can I do to change it?

So keep on dealing with stuff and not eating in the morning.

That's what I can do.

V