I have to tell you your M is over. It's done, your WW is with someone else. There is nothing to gamble with. Your position is weak and nothing will change that. Only taking this action will help you and the longer you leave it the weaker your hand. Your hand is weak and you have almost no chips left.
You have no stake unless you take action.
Only by moving her from the MBR will give you a little bit of a stake back. Frankly your fear of abandonment is keeping you stuck although what you fear has already happened.
You can stand and you may not be done. Standing isn't no activity, it's doing plenty.
It's time to stop being Mr Nice Guy.
V
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW