She decided to stay with a friend. I'm glad she did, but kinda hurt. I should have known she would do that. She just went so wild, dragging them two babies behind her all over the place. Made her think I had lots of plans tomorrow. She asked "what you doing tomorrow" I said I have ever a life to live too ya know" I can't get the kids every second I have off from work. She replied " got you a date". I said " don't worry about it". I would say she was jealous but she don't care. She only sees me as baby's father. It hurts me so bad cause I love her so much.
I truly beleive FB has turned into a narsasis. She loathes herself and how many friends she can have and hang out with. It's ridiculous. I think it is such a problem in our lives today. People need to put down the phones and quit with the trying to impress the world. She'll never grow up, always putting her so called friends in front of anyone that truly cares for her, then when they go away she'll just get some new ones. I really don't need her in my life. Just being a single father is so hard with my schedule. Maybe things will change oneday. I hate to put my kids aside tomorrow but I feel like it's best.
