Im just not sure if its something i want. I dont find it fun banter. I found it grating and i am consiously thinking, "if i do something stupid, go the wrong way in an airport i dont know, hes gonna call me out on that"
(You know how bad i am am with directions)
It just doesnt evoke warm feelings. It undermines me and now my guard is up. Its not playful. It just makes it adversarial and i have had enough adversary to last a lifetime.
Im tired. I think i went foe him cause of morals without caring enough about whether our personalities jive.
You are right though. We are only dating. I owe him honesty. I owe him respect. But wwe are not married.
