I just dont think i want to deal.

I feel like im better off alone.

That type of bickering is for couples that are together 10 years and with kids. Not for a couple on their first trip together. If this is what its like now, when he barely sees me what will it be like in the future?

What do i even say?

I have this incredible need to just get away. But ending things will be hard.
I dont want to be impulsive either. We have upcoming plans i feel i cant cancel on. But unsure of how to get through them.


M: 42
H: 43
Twins age 5
WAH in summer