JMSTL Thread 6-Let's go for a test drive

[Jmstl]

Been a while so I will give myself a little update.

Been dating someone since Feb, it's going fairly decent.
It definitely has its ups and downs and struggles, but there is overall much more communication here than there was with my marriage, and I happy that I have been able to have this for about 5 months.

I've dated others in that same time frame, and some of the interactions were just...sheeesh. I'm thankful for what I currently have

She is much more open minded than xW, so I haven't been left feeling unfulfilled physically.

She has no desire to be a wife, isn't in a rush to meet the kids, and flat out said she isn't sure if monogamy is for her in the long run (I haven't decided if I feel the same way tbh)

Emotionally, I'm still working on it, but I would say I am in a pretty damn good place.

It's been over a year since she left. The one year mark hit especially hard because it was the week before Kids went to Disney, which I realized made me pretty upset, because it was supposed to be a family trip and I was left out of it.