Thanks Steve, JS, Lonewlf and Maika. Venting frustration and sadness here helps. Appreciate all the kind words and support If WAH wants to leave and not see our beautiful, innocent children for most part of the week it is his unfortunate loss. Selfishness and pursuit of a fantasy life should not interfere with your responsibilities as a parent. Some days are miserable and some days like today I feel a little grounded. Back to focusing on my kids and not bothering about what his latest tantrums are going to be.