Roller coaster it is, in fact in my sitch I feel it is a ride that keeps going deeper into the dark dungeons still waiting to see any upward tilt on the ride. Hang in there I agree that the WAS is also just as hurt but they exhibit it through anger and resentment. Letting go does not mean that you chuck them completely and move on with another R, it means we need to see what we can do to improve ourselves and the lives of our kids. Hope you find the strength needed to keep on hiking this upward hill
