Gerda, Yes I have said the same thing God has a plan this is no longer my story this is now God story. I literally have let go of the wheel and told God please take over. Now I take it a day at a time.
My kods have truly been my strength I know I must keep pushing forward and not look back. But it hurts to see them hurt. I just sometimes don't get it but I again don't question God I know he has a plan.
A day at a time
At BD Lesbian marriage Me39,W36 S9,D9,S8 adopted all three Together almost 10yrs Bomb Drop - April 2017 W movedout - May,2017 OW June,2017 Currently 2018 Me40, W38 S10,D10,S9