After seeing him yesterday, I went home with a sense of , well. I'm not really sure what. Seeing him and hearing about his schedule and how much he has been working really probably did me some good. I really truely believe that is all he has been doing. It makes me feel a lil silly to think that I have given him grieve and he has already been bogged down with so much lately. I have been reading a book on relationships and I see so many issues regarding myself that had I resolved or figure out prior, I know for fact that we wouldn't be in this. Obviously I cannot l take it back now. I can only hope that time truly does heal all wounds and that the love that we have for one another will bring us closer than before. I feel like he had been trying to tell me all along but couldn't get through to me. And now his words and actions ring in my ears and are in my thoughts. I know God has a hand in all of this. I only want what is best for the both of us. So hopefully that will be for us to be together.
