Thanks Steve. I hear what you're saying and I recognize the truth in it. I don't want to exacerbate my husband's stress level but yes he did this to himself and he didn't care one bit about the level of stress he caused me. Whatever happens, I did apologize for all of my wrongdoings in a sincere way, I moved on with my life to relieve my husband of any pressure, and I take 100% care of our daughter so he's had no burden from her whatsoever. I guess that's all I can do.