I was weak!!! I texted W that it hurt to not hear from her yesterday..She said "I am sorry about that, I hope you had a good day. Just trying to DISTANCE myself, so I can move on with my life. I certainly didn't do or not do anything to intentionally hurt you"...I agreed that distance will help us both move on with our lives..
I thought I was the one that was trying to distance myself, I thought she already did a really good job of it, when she asked for D and rushed through it so quickly...How much more hurt do I have to take before I realize it is over and let go?!?! It seemed so much more promising a few weeks ago and now all Hope is gone..I just don't have the patience to feel this depressed and let time heal, I feel like I'm wasting my life
And now she knows she still has complete control over you. How does that feel? Better or worse than her not wishing you a happy birthday?
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
