Hey, I hear you. We all go through that phase. But there is no reason any more than there is a reason a small child dies of cancer. Things happen that are beyond our control, the measure of who we are is not that we prevent those things from happening (because we can't), but rather it is how we react to them when they do happen.
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I think of Tom Hanks' character in Castaway. He had multiple opportunities to just give up.
- Plane is going down is going to crash - Stranded on a desert island for 4 years - Rescued only to find his fiance happily married to someone else
At all of those points and anywhere in between and after he could have just decided it was too hard, curled up into the fetal position and given up to die.
But at the end of the movie he is standing at a crossroads. 4 different directions to choose. Unknowns down each path. The implication is that because he fought through the adversity of the 3 events above, he had a bright future awaiting him down any of the paths that he might choose.
That is your life Cory09. You can curl up in the fetal position, choose to ask why and why me. Or you can get back on your two feet, choose a direction, and go for it with all of your energy!
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018