Fighting depression...had a GREAT weekend with D, always terribly sad though to "give her back"...children should have both parents everyday...I know I'm completely unrealistic in saying that...just speaking what we all desire to be true.
Actually had some polite exchanges with W regarding D and some household stuff, she seemed wanting to speak even if purely non-R. I replied politely throughout.
4+ months now...hope of any kind is horribly hard to believe in...I guess others have gone longer...I know "the gift of time"...just journaling through present feelngs...