You were one of the first people to help me when I first came here
Your observations about my situation cut like a knife through my fog
So your words mean so much
I have looked in the mirror to face some ugly truths about myself
Aboutbmy shortcomings as a H and father
And sought to change my ways
And be a better man
I do believe that made a difference
And as you remind me there is more work to do
Sjohn6
I wish we could meet in person
One of these days
Until then I am glad my words encourage you
Butterfly
Thank you
I think j you are so right
The old r is dead
I want a new r
But I do not yet have a co creator
And trying too hard with someone who is not is sad
At least she is present
Working on myself
The self improvement projects not related to a and kids
Better diet and lost 15 pounds
More consustent gym time
More responsibilities at work
Several home improvement projects
Have slacked off on solo outings
Big one for me which may sound odd
I have started listening to the music I like again
I realized w and I have different taste in music
And I stopped listening to what I like for the last 20 years
Been fun rediscovering songs where I know every word
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving