July 1st, wow, no closer to D then the day she filed. W has been increasingly nicer but nothing as far as R. Its ok and I realize this is a process. I am here for the long haul, the moment I find out there is OM I will force this D as hard as I can.
Went to a party last night great time, had someone pay me a huge compliment, a female friend of mine who I have known for several years said that "Your W is a fool for D you" I said wow thank you. It really made me feel good. She said you are so full of life dont ever change. I said well last july I was a complete basket case.
I have a busy week ahead glad we have Wed. off. I am going to do some yard work.
For those of you who are recently BD'ed please give yourself time to heal. You owe yourself some time and space. Everything will fall into place. You will be so good at Validating it will come natural. I think my W would have been gone if I had kept up the pressure.
Peace...
M:52 W:49 D:26 S:24 S:23 D:20 ILYBNILWY 5/28/17 Still living together W filed 1/5/18 W moved out 8/24/18 D final 9/18/20
