Well, it turns out that my W is a Pro at the WW stuff, detachment,LRT,etc...My birthday came and went today with NOTHING, no acknowledgment whatsoever..I don't know why I was expecting anything except that she has been an integral part of this celebration for 12 years..Isn't it just human decency to at least send a Happy Bday emoji or something to someone that dedicated 1/2 of their adult life to them?? I'm not sure why I'm so devastated and disappointed considering this is a women that had a 1 night stand and then the next day asked for a D. Even more baffling, why do I want to fight for a marriage that she doesn't want and is very clearly communicating this to me and to the world?? Even more twisted, with all of these facts, emotions, and events, I still love her and would like nothing more than R...Bizarre!! Even more weird, I still believe that she is a good person, with a good heart..I just can't seem to wrap my head around the fact that this isn't a nightmare and my life has been completely turned upside-down and for what reason...Why is this happening??There must be a reason for all of this anguish, torment, and pain..There has to be a REASON!!
