Affair discovered 2

[STH17]

Forgot to note I sold that vehicle today for $300 cash. Then I found the receipt for the visa gift card and my first thought was that I should deduct that from what I gave W from the car sale. I don't think that's a good idea though. Would just be petty and controlling for me to change the agreement to split the sale money in half. That was the whole backdrop for why I said I wanted to separate accounts. There's even a slim chance the gift card was for a legitimate purpose. I feel better when I give W the benefit of the doubt like that, but usually I am just fooling myself and feel worse later after an accumulation of evidence that confirms my worst initial suspicions. I guess best is to let go of it and make choices for myself. Hard for me to do.