I'm trying my hardest but the truth is I do no want to. I'm so in love with him and I just want him to come back. I wish I could not get all emotional but it happens.
Another thing happened. Someone contacted me earlier this eeek saying that they were fairly certain that he was seeing someone. I was taken aback by this. I really do not feel that he is. Well, I asked him. He said that he is not.
I feel crazy. I feel like I know he will be back, but am I crazy to feel like that? Is it just me in denial?
